X-roads

Here i am at a phase of my life where i do not see any light at the end of the tunnel, neither do i know how to go from here. The only thing i plan to do is to ensure that i have enough to cushion any impact that might result from any wrong move.

I know that life is not suppose to be easy and no one will be able to help to make things easier. But i myself is not sure about whether the next step is suppose to be right or wrong, because i dunno myself at all. Apparently what i'm thinking is so different from what i'm feeling.

So if you have reached the bottom, does it necessary means that you will start to rise again?