Procrastinating

Seems like test after test, i am not a guy of crowds. No matter how hard i try, i can't seems to be friendly and outgoing. The weird thing is somehow i know that i have it in me, because i have done it before, but maybe the differences in environment account for the inability. But if there is any good thing coming out of this, i am lucky enough to have close friends, even though i do not have many friends. Hanging out with a group of friends is fun and interesting, but when one grows older, it feels like it is those friends that you hang out alone seems to be there for you more, because no planning or organizing is required. Maybe this explain why i have the tendency to make singular friend rather than a group of friends like i did last time.

I am bored doing my thesis and getting cranky, but having talked today everything seems to be a bit better psychologically. Not sure if i would get myself there this weekend, but still i wish all the best for you.